14th February

What so special about today? Somehow sweet memories kept coming back. It was 14th February 2001, the day I first dated a guy, on Valentine's day! This guy was my former colleague. The first time I set my eyes on him, I felt a very deep connection with him. He wasn't so good-looking or cute, somehow he has got some "X" factor, that attracted my attention. I wanted to get to know him more and always wanted to ask him out, but didn't have the gut. I was always worried he might have thought otherwise about going out with guys. It was late at night and loneliness almost killed me. After work, I asked whether he was free and mind going out with me for a supper. Surprisingly and to me delight, he said yes! There went, a wonderful outing with this interesting guy, full of humors, and he could chat on anything, from girls, guys, politics, entertainment, to sex. Subsequently, we had more outings together, usually for dinner or supper. Everytime, he wasn't around, I would miss him so much. Our "affair" only lasted three months. Until today, I still think of him. We went separate ways after our training. I wasn't sure whether he was interested in guys, but I probably did. I had a deep crush and went crazy over him. I was heart-broken after that. Sweet memories remain as dream nowadays. Happy Valentine's day.